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I hate her. I hate that she is natural blonde with natural highlights, naturally tan, naturally fit and to top it off she is sweet. Sitting across the table I see how kind she is and how her smile lights up everyone she talks to. She is always kind, never curses, doesn’t eat in excess and has a genuine compliment for everyone. She is perfect. She is PTA president, committee chair for the local soccer club and head of the biggest and most popular mom play group. Yup, I hate her.
I did not always hate her. I had heard about her around town. The other mom’s would talk about her and how amazing she is. How she would set up a luncheon, run it and clean up in the amount of time it takes to fix cold cuts for a preschooler. The buzzing says she has charisma that would convince any two-year-old to behave through an entire church session and have every teenager fully involved in senior citizen volunteer work. She has courage to not let other people talk badly and changes negative gossip to a rally of how wonderful the victim is. She has everything.
Her visible biography is gorgeous, fit and talented husband, spends every spare moment with her and her perfectly dressed children. They golf and play tennis at the exclusive and way overpriced town country club. They are seen about town holding hands, yes holding hands and they just have the look. They have a huge house on acreage, a race track in the back yard and a sprinkler system throughout. They also choose which car fits the outfit and which events they will grace with their attendance.
Their kids are on the honor roll, student of the month and have awards for exemplary community service. They have a schedule for soccer, dance, play group, school, and swim and still have complete harmony with public family time. They are kind to each other, listen and obey authority and can also charm an infant into smiling out of a temper tantrum. Perfect parents can create perfect children, according to the rumors about town.
She has to have some dark secret, I question, a hidden pimple or some crazy traits that make her more human and less perfect. I searched the rumors and her community service and traits all check out true. She is fully involved in her family and community. She lives to make others happy and content. There are no known outbursts, hidden family secrets, or crazy memberships to dark or distasteful social groups.
She has never been unkind to me or ever passed me without a smile. I actually wanted to be close to her to see if she was human, real or had some sort of past I could sense. Based on the hearsay, she is amazing and everyone wants to be in her circle. So did I.